[ooc] Character Relationships

[deadpanlife]

♦ MOIRAIL
♥ MATESPRIT
♣ AUSPISTICE
♠ KISMESIS
♢ PALECRUSH
♡ FLUSHCRUSH
♧ ASHCRUSH
♤ BLACKCRUSH
★ LIKE
✖ DISLIKE
✔ PATRON
⊘ NEUTRAL
✂ BITCH I WILL CUT YOU

ALPHA SESSION

IN GENERAL "SCREECH EVERYONE MUST HATE ME NOW" "I MIGHT AS WELL KILL MYSELF AND SAVE THEM THE TROUBLE" Soooo to be honest Kaprao was never particularly optimistic about Alpha as a group, even though he likes most of the members individually! And he's never really done group interaction before that didn't involve maiming and/or murder attempts (towards him), so Alpha is kind of a new ballgame for him. And then his social anxiety spilled over in a team memo and it snowballed due to his own pessimism and he basically just freaked out. Now he's fucking terrified that the rest of the team is judging him for his failure all over the memo and he's already convinced himself they hate him and he basically feels completely useless to them! For the time being he's avoiding them as much as possible, and while he won't shut them out completely if they pester him first, he certainly won't be making any first moves towards most of them for a while.

PRETA GAMMA; spectralHunter ✖✖ Preta has occasionally harrassed him before about turning him into a ghost, so Kappy doesn't have a lot of positive feelings about her. Somewhat annoyed, mostly really scared of her PLEASE STOP TALKING ABOUT MAKING PEOPLE INTO GHOSTS kthx
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LYNDIS NIVALI; artfulTransgressor ✖ ⊘ On the one hand, Kappy's intimidated by Lyn even if it's only been over text so far -- he doesn't necessarily buy into Lyn's tough guy front entirely, especially with Lyn's slip-up on the recent alpha team memo, but it's still pretty hard for someone like Kappy to deal with! On the other hand, he's really annoyed by Lyn since the latter is no model of maturity, and he threatened Nik (though that was just fronting). Not very fond of him right now.

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PHAEST ALGFRI; acuminousInnovator ★★ Kappy greatly respects Phaest as the game creator and team leader, even though he initially had misgivings (and still kind of does) about the game. Tell him herself about how she found out about the world ending also earned a lot of points with him! Her assuming responsibility for Difficult Decisions as team leader leaves him uncomfortable, though he probably can't explain why.

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MERZET AMPHEM; meticulousPedicure ★ Aw yes fellow shut-in. Merzet actually kind of makes Kappy feel better about himself, if only because Merz seems to be more nervous than he is! Which he feels a little mean for. Still thinks Merz is a nice troll though and doesn't really deserve having to deal with all these "shocking" events.
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HIRUNE KYSELY; austereAstronomer ★★ Another one Kappy respects. Hirune's intelligent, sensible and reasonable enough, which kind of overrides any discomfort Kappy might have with her blood colour otherwise! The whole conversation about the Sufferer still feels awfully surreal to him, and it's managed to make him feel both a little better and worse about himself. He still likes Hirune, nonetheless.

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NUVOLA CIRRUS; indigenousBookworm ★ Kappy hasn't spoken to Nuvola much, but she's anotehr one he's okay with despite being a little more on the higher end of the hemospectrum! She seems nice and friendly enough and it's easy to talk to her. Bonus that she was willing to listen to him and tried to give him advice on the Samsra situation!
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SAMSRA SUKANA; reduxPolynomial ♦ ♡ Kappy's relationship with Samsra is kind of Complicated, at least on his end. Initally fucking terrified of him because of his blood colour and his general demeanour, Kappy's opinion of him quickly changed once Samsra started trying being more friendly with him and he started seeing hints of someone with Issues he could relate to. And then against his better judgement he invited Samsra over to his hive, which is what really made this relationship considering Kappy hasn't seen another troll for at least a couple of sweeps. Samsra seemed...incredibly lonely to him once they actually met, and the fact is he didn't try to cull him unlike all his other experiences with meeting higbloods, which is a really big deal to Kappy. It's Complicated since he ended up developing some flushed feelings along with the pale ones, but he's mistaken the former for the latter and it's all just Very Confusing to someone who's never had a quadrant before this whoops. tl;dr Sammy has become Very Important to Kappy in a short amount of time, and he will cut bitches for him if it comes down to that.

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KALFOUR SAMEDI; restlessMedium ★★ Kappy thinks Kalfour is a nice guy with a decent head on his shoulders, if a bit weird sometimes! Kappy's talked to him about Preta harassing him every now and then before, which he is grateful for. And then the clusterfuck in alpha memo happened and now Kappy feels super guilty about what happened. He likes Kal, which is part of the reason why he feels so terrible about the faux pas and freaking out at him, but he's also too ashamed to talk to Kal again after all that like the neurotic wimp he is. It will take a while and probably a lot of prodding from someone else, at least.

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